(This one can be found in Ferid's room, sitting on his desk.)
Dear Ferid,
I know I told you I was going to only give you one letter, but I changed my mind. Don't start assuming they're everywhere, though. I didn't have time to write one for every room. I probably would have if I did. Ginti probably would have been mad though, so this is probably for the best.
What I'm going to write next might be cruel. I don't really know if it is. If you want to stop reading here, that's fine. I just wanted to warn you in case you decide that you don't want to deal with it. It's a lot of feelings stuff, so you're probably not missing out on much if you want to skip it.
...
Still here? Okay.
In a way I'm kind of sorry I didn't agree to your marriage proposal. (It really could have used some work, though.) I doubt it would do any good going into our next lives, but maybe it would have helped us remember. If it takes forever for me to find you, that's probably why. Sorry.
I fell really hard for you. And really fast, too. I didn't like you this much at first and it was only after awhile of being dead that it did happen. It feels kind of like a waste of time. If I'd figured it out earlier then maybe we would have had more time together. I don't know if that would have made a difference.
I think I love you. Sorry, that's the cruelest one. I probably should have said that to your face, but I couldn't bring myself to. Unless I somehow found my spine at the end, which will just make this letter really stupid. But I kind of doubt that will happen. I don't really say "I love you" lightly, so I wanted to be absolutely sure before I said it. Even writing it out now I'm not sure I can really say it. I'm not sure if it's because I'm trying to spare your feelings or mine.
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Dear Ferid,
I know I told you I was going to only give you one letter, but I changed my mind. Don't start assuming they're everywhere, though. I didn't have time to write one for every room. I probably would have if I did. Ginti probably would have been mad though, so this is probably for the best.
What I'm going to write next might be cruel. I don't really know if it is. If you want to stop reading here, that's fine. I just wanted to warn you in case you decide that you don't want to deal with it. It's a lot of feelings stuff, so you're probably not missing out on much if you want to skip it.
...
Still here? Okay.
In a way I'm kind of sorry I didn't agree to your marriage proposal. (It really could have used some work, though.) I doubt it would do any good going into our next lives, but maybe it would have helped us remember. If it takes forever for me to find you, that's probably why. Sorry.
I fell really hard for you. And really fast, too. I didn't like you this much at first and it was only after awhile of being dead that it did happen. It feels kind of like a waste of time. If I'd figured it out earlier then maybe we would have had more time together. I don't know if that would have made a difference.
I think I love you. Sorry, that's the cruelest one. I probably should have said that to your face, but I couldn't bring myself to. Unless I somehow found my spine at the end, which will just make this letter really stupid. But I kind of doubt that will happen. I don't really say "I love you" lightly, so I wanted to be absolutely sure before I said it. Even writing it out now I'm not sure I can really say it. I'm not sure if it's because I'm trying to spare your feelings or mine.
Thank you for everything you did for me.
Love,
Isaac