I'm sure you're going to be really mad during the trial. I'm sure you're going to be really pissed off at me for killing a child. You have every right to be and... I don't know what I'll end up saying, but I'll say it here so you know, at least.
I'm sorry. I really did feel bad about killing Naoto. I had my reasons for choosing her, but I didn't realize just how shitty I'd feel afterwards. Isn't that fucked up? "I didn't realize I'd feel bad after killing a child." I'm a very different person now. I could blame the Ishval War for screwing me up so badly, but honestly I think I've always been a little fucked up.
Sorry. That's not helpful. I don't really know what to say to you. I'm really sorry about Naoto. I'm really sorry about Aymeric. And I'm really sorry that I tried to get all of you killed just so I could go back and try to save Amestris on my own. Maybe I should have waited, but I couldn't. I was scared. So I did what I always do, I acted on my own and I killed innocent people who shouldn't have died.
Please get out of here. Please do what you can for the others. I know I don't have any place to request that of you, but I know you'll do what you can anyway.
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I'm sorry. I really did feel bad about killing Naoto. I had my reasons for choosing her, but I didn't realize just how shitty I'd feel afterwards. Isn't that fucked up? "I didn't realize I'd feel bad after killing a child." I'm a very different person now. I could blame the Ishval War for screwing me up so badly, but honestly I think I've always been a little fucked up.
Sorry. That's not helpful. I don't really know what to say to you. I'm really sorry about Naoto. I'm really sorry about Aymeric. And I'm really sorry that I tried to get all of you killed just so I could go back and try to save Amestris on my own. Maybe I should have waited, but I couldn't. I was scared. So I did what I always do, I acted on my own and I killed innocent people who shouldn't have died.
Please get out of here. Please do what you can for the others. I know I don't have any place to request that of you, but I know you'll do what you can anyway.
- Isaac